back in the saddle again

i used to blog ALLLLL the time. then i got bored and disgusted with myself and deleted all my old blogs and quit blogging for a long time.

then i came to miss the sound of my own voice via font over the internet machine.

so i'm back for another round. i'll inevitably end up deleting all the shit i post here sooner or later. but that's the fun of it, right?

i'm going to go make some tea right now. i need to get to bed soon, i've got to wake up at 515 am to go pick up a friend and hit the gym. i don't like going late in the day, there's too many damn creepy men that try to hit on a girl. seriously, i'm at the gym, i'm all sweaty, i'm in PANTS (i do not wear pants but for one of three occasions: i have to ride a horse, i'm at the gym so i'm in sweatpants, or if i'm deep in the woods, like, hunting or something.) i hate pants. i wear dresses or skirts.

i started wearing dresses and skirts because i gained weight and started getting bad muffin top. i'm currently on weight watchers (i only need to lose like, 15 or twenty at the most and i'm steady losing weight) so that maybe one day i'll buy a pair of jeans, i'd say its been a good 4 years since spent money on jeans. my husband would love that. he loves it when i wear pants because he says he can see my ass better. he's so sweet.

yeah. tea. i need to get on that.